Saxon James Kiesewetter - Online Memorial Website

Saxon with school starting again, I remember the time you came here for the

first day of school. I am not sure of the year. But you and porj were going together.

Your mother bought you this huge book bag that had wheels. We laught so hard,

but that is how much your mother loved you. She always wanted you to have the

newest and biggest of everything. Needless to say the book bag did not cut it. But

you and porj sure did look beautiful.

We took Kayla back to college yesterday and I thought how you never got a chance

to visit her there. How the college boys would have loved you. Then when I got home I looked in Kayla's emty room and how I missed her. I know for now she

is coming home. I could only wonder how your mother must feel everyday looking

into your empty room and knowing you will never be home again. We all miss

you so much and think about you daily.

Love you always!!!!!!

 

Saxon, here it is another Saturday, the day you went with God.  Your stepfather, JerBear as you called him and I had a tough time tonight at 9:53, the time you left us. We miss you & we always will. We said our lives will never be the same. Never.I know that the house is so quiet now and I guess alwys will be especially once your older brother goes to college.  Sometimes i can still imagine what it would sound like to hear your voice and the slam of the door as you come in. I love you. Mommy

Saxon every time I think of you I smile.  I didn't do as much with you as others but what we did do was always fun.  My most favorite memory was of our hayride, you were so brave until the first person jumped out at us....you buried you head in my lap and never looked up until the end and then you said "That was fun, can we do it again!"  We all laughed, you always made us laugh.  Then when Bob was selling his corvette and you sat in the drivers seat and told him he could just sell  it to you for $32.00!!!  The bracelet that I believed in my heart would make you better, I am so sorry it did not work but it is nice to know a piece of me is still with you.  And then I will always remember the time the girls Kayla/Jordin dressed you up like a woman, you were so good looking, we laughed for a long time.  Saxon, no one knows why you had to go, but I believe that God was short an angel, so he took someone so special to look over all your loved ones!  I can close my eyes and see that beautiful smile, I know you are one special little guy that no will ever forget.  Someday we will all be together, and I hope you are up there with my Mother playing tricks on people like she liked to do, the two of you might just lose you wings if you don't behave, you both loved to laugh and have fun.....I will see you again someday!  You are loved by many many people including me.  You have had such an impact on so many people, made us all think about life.

I have so many memories of our Sax-man. There is the one in the hospital when

I was leaving and Saxon and Diana walked me out, and I stopped and asked Saxon

for a little head. Both of us turned red in the face and then laughed. I just meant

bend down and let me kiss your bald head and say goodbye. That became Saxon's

and my way of saying goodbye all the time. And if I forgot, he would call me back

and say Aunt Jeanie you are forgetting something and point to his head.

There is also the time I was lucky enough to spend the night in the hospital with

Saxon and the next day I told him I going to give him a little Bon Jovi concert and

I started to sing Bon Jovi songs and dance. I asked him if I was any good and he

said no and we both laughed.

Once I took Saxon to the races at the Zelie Airport and we decided that he was

going to get a Dodge Charger and I would get a Mustang and we would race.

He was going to blow my doors off. Well I have the Mustang and I am wishing

I had my Saxon to race me. I think of him and talk to him when I am in that

car.

I remember our last night with Saxon at the camp ground. He had us all laughing

planning Jordin's graduation party, joking with my mother. It was truly a time

to remember for all of us that were there.

And how beautiful and peaceful he looked at the funeral home in his riding

gear. How soft his chin felt. I just wanted to shake him and wake him up, so

we could take him home. For all who got to meet him consider yourself very

lucky.  I will miss you everyday of my life on earth. xoxo

 

Your laugh- so hardy , your teasing, your phone message: You've Got the right to Party!, Your hugs, Your smile, Your hands: so smooth, Your tiny freckles on your face, your kindness to others, your omletts and love to cook! Your love of dogs especially Buck/ and then finally Daisy. Honey I wish you could see her now!Your dirtbike and quad and what a gear head! I miss your telling me that you love me and when you call "ma" when you waked in the door, your love to shop, your love of music especially rock and dirtbike music, your love of your family, your courage and compassion, Your love to get feet massages and give massages, your being my sidekick in the car and our love of iron crosses in/on the car, you kept your room clean without much protest, your special shoes and the last pair is still in the closet, T-shirts with sayings esp "i'm Not a Morning Person" & American Eagle Stuff or skater stuff, your love for JoeyM, JT, Ryan Berk & friends and a ton of girls especially cousins Jordin/Kayla.  You looked forward to holiday dinners at nans and planned surprises like jumpinfg out of the box at Christmas, you loved soft sheets/blankets, snow 7 sun and hidden valley to visit Jake and the family and be in the woods riding, If you could have rode quad trails forever you would have, our special cuddling in your bed or mine, me saying your my peach pie & the apple of my eye, you thanking me for putting up with you in the hospital, God that was 2 years nearly Saxon and I wish I could have you back even if it was in the hospital.  You love of God and prayer, your faith and belief in miracles, My love how you endured so much pain without much complaint I'll never know, Calling for you Jerbear, so many things baby and as mommy thinks about them I will post them for you. xoxox May you have peace in God's Country my sweet Ewing's Sarcoma Angel!