Thanksgiving just passed my darling Saxon and I took to dinner at Aunt Jeanie'st he lil doll that looks like you. I love that doll that you picked out as it feels comforting to me to have it when I sleep. No one can imagine this pain everyday,how I feel without you to rub my cheek & tell me how much you love me and need me. I needed you more as I loved being your mommy. I was brave & I got thrrrrough dinner without tears but I cried myself to sleep that night. I had you for such a short ime and it feels like a dream these days. I was so lucky to have had you grace me with your joy, your heart and your unconditional love. I wish I could go back in time. I wish I could kiss you perfect cheek one more time. I miss your perfect hands, so smooth. Remember I'd say your my peachpie & the apple of my eye. I would sing to you Jesus Loves the Little Children for many years & I'm glad you had loved that song. It would always put you to sleep Will I ever have the beauty & peace in my life that I had when I shared my life with you?? I can't wait to hold you again, my perfect Saxon James. I wonder when this awful pain will end. I miss you so , Love Mommy
Saxon, Thanksgiving is almost here,and I remember. last year,how you picked the menu for me I will think of you that day.It is so sad for me too not see your beautiful face with all of us that you loved so much our life qwill never be the same here. but I know God will be their for you.my heart died the day.you left us. but honey ; I have a;; of your beautiful memories of you. my love forever nana
Dear Saxon. I miss you each day that I get out of bed. THe girls came to visit me and when we was saying our prayers casey mention your name she said bless Saxon at that young age she remember you. and Reilly also mention you so you was loved so much . But I know you our at peace. It your Mother I worry about,we have to have GOd help her thru this. WE will all see you again. I miss you giving me those kisses and hugs everyday. But you are in my heart everyday. I will never forget how you added Daniel name on your Santa Clause that you always wanted. The angle in heaven our enjoying you so much. You our like your pappy with your great spirit I know you seen your great grandmother their. Love and kisses Nana
As each day passed I felt sorrow and grief for those that you touched and left behind at such a young age. But as time passes I feel more sorrow for those that never had the oppurtunity to be touched by such a special angel. In the end they will all feel your love from us fortunate.
Thru all those years, I always tried to make you a better person, but in the end you made me a better man.
Your best Buddy, Uncle Johnny
I remember when we went to horse trading days and Saxon had so much fun! It was great to see a smile on his face. He was a great kid and a good friend. we miss him so much and hope he is well. We love you Saxon!!!
We will never forget you. Rest in Peace
