Saxon, I'm gonna miss you this Christmas for the 3rd Christmas.. I put a live tree up with the bulbs that you got the Christmas before you died. I hope you like it. I miss you so muchSaxie. Never will I forget, I just try to live with it and wonder what happened to my life since you've left. i cant find the happiness that I need baby. I know that ur happy with God but wonder do u ever look down and wish I were there?
July 17th passed and I fished for you because you only got to go but a few times. In my mind we were fishing together. I see your friends and they ride motorcycles now and i know u would have been right along side them. Life is so unfair, it was to you my darling boy. I will never get over losing you. I loved you so much. So very much.
My Saxon James,
Your birthday has come and gone and it would have been your 16th, the one you couldnt wait to get to. We had the shots of Baileys irish creme in your honor. I miss you so much,Saxon so very much. I still cant belive that your gone from life but then your never gone from my mind. I met someone special who has some traits like you and so in some way I get to have a piece of you with me and he and I do things that you and i would have done-like fishing. You were one of the few people who could love me unconditionally. I so miss your love. I havent had any signs from you in so long and I hope one day you'll let me know that your near. I cant state enough how everything has changed since your death and everyone as well. Some of it is so sad. It's hard to believe how your love enriched our lives and when your spark went out we all lost a peice of ourselves. Some where in the heavens I hope your looking and watching to guide us by your love. I hope your at peace with God Love you peach pie , apple of my eye. xoxoxoxo Mom
